Unrelenting fatigue has got to be my most frustrating symptom. The occasional tiredness, I can deal with. The fact that my leg doesn't always listen to me, I can deal with. The fact that I purposely inject myself with meds that basically give me the flu once a week, I can deal with. The fatigue funk that hits me like a train at least one week every month, not so much.
The best way I can describe it is: (1) take the most physically exhausting thing you can think of and do it. When you're done, don't take a nap or a shower or whatever you would normally do to re-energize yourself. (2) Now take the most mentally exhausting thing you can think of and do it. Again, don't do anything to re-energize yourself. (3) Now take that feeling of pure and unrelenting exhaustion and imagine feeling that way 24/7 and attempt to get even the simplest must do things done - go to work, clean your house, run errands, make yourself something to eat. Not so easy, huh?
I think the worst part is most people just don't understand. They get upset when I cancel plans or think I'm just looking for sympathy or complaining about nothing. So frustrating!
If anyone has any suggestions on keeping these funks a little more at bay, I'm open to suggestions. I take vitamins. I try to eat healthy. I force myself to go to the studio a couple hours a week. Other than that, I'm at a loss. I live by myself, so there's really no one here to pick up the slack. So, that's not really an option.
Oh well -- enough rambling. Time to drag my ass off the couch and pick up a little around here before I lay down again.
Until next time... be well.
P.S. Forgot to add in that it's gotten worse since it's really started heating up here. It's 110 during the day here in Arizona and now it's monsoon season so it's humid as well. Oh and a cold shower? Yeah, there's no such thing here in the summer.
The best way I can describe it is: (1) take the most physically exhausting thing you can think of and do it. When you're done, don't take a nap or a shower or whatever you would normally do to re-energize yourself. (2) Now take the most mentally exhausting thing you can think of and do it. Again, don't do anything to re-energize yourself. (3) Now take that feeling of pure and unrelenting exhaustion and imagine feeling that way 24/7 and attempt to get even the simplest must do things done - go to work, clean your house, run errands, make yourself something to eat. Not so easy, huh?
I think the worst part is most people just don't understand. They get upset when I cancel plans or think I'm just looking for sympathy or complaining about nothing. So frustrating!
If anyone has any suggestions on keeping these funks a little more at bay, I'm open to suggestions. I take vitamins. I try to eat healthy. I force myself to go to the studio a couple hours a week. Other than that, I'm at a loss. I live by myself, so there's really no one here to pick up the slack. So, that's not really an option.
Oh well -- enough rambling. Time to drag my ass off the couch and pick up a little around here before I lay down again.
Until next time... be well.
P.S. Forgot to add in that it's gotten worse since it's really started heating up here. It's 110 during the day here in Arizona and now it's monsoon season so it's humid as well. Oh and a cold shower? Yeah, there's no such thing here in the summer.
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