So - I'm here because apparently I have MS. Now, four neurologists have explained this to me (ok, I went a little Woody Allen and got four opinions) and I take a shot even though even after over a year of shots and trying to accept, well - I keep thinking Lovelace Hospital is going to call me and apologize for mixing up my damn MRI's and they'll give me millions so I can buy chocolate for life, and possibly a pink yacht.
Woke up numb waist down 1/11/11 and diagnosed on 2/28/11. Was training for a marathon and running 50 miles a week and had just run a 1/2 a few weeks before I went numb. Anyway, I'm ok. I'm not running and that's a shame but I teach spin and. . .I got on a road bike in February. To mark one year since my diagnosis I signed up for Bike MS here in NM. 45 mile ride this morning, legs were fine.
But DEAR GOD. Changing sports has been hell. I'm so awkward (in general) and learning to do this has been formative.
What else? I have a cool dog, a hot boyfriend who happens to have a dad who has MS (he's on Avonex, I'm on Copaxone) and I'm snarky about it all sometimes. But I laugh at myself, my MS jokes. . .and then I do it anyway. So maybe that's my motto, "Bitch all you want, but get your ass moving."
I'm paleo/Wahls diet, lift pretty regularly and I'm maybe at about 10 hours cardio a week. It depends.
Right. So, when does cycling start to feel natural?!? I mean, the clothes are pretty intense and that was weird, all the bright colors and the chamois that adds like, 5 inches to my bum size. I'd be SO open to tips!
You see. . .I like cycling, it's ok. But I still miss running. Sometimes I wake up thinking I've got the energy for ten miles, wanna head out. . .then remember that my body was replaced by this one, and run it will not.
The bike keeps me moving, and I'm raising lots if $ for MS Research and that's all I want. I promised myself that as long as I'm in remission I'll move this body to make money for the NMSS.
Oh, gosh. Can I cuss on here? Because I'm not sure id that's legal or I've already broken the rules.
Thanks mucho for listening and reading, if anyone does.
Woke up numb waist down 1/11/11 and diagnosed on 2/28/11. Was training for a marathon and running 50 miles a week and had just run a 1/2 a few weeks before I went numb. Anyway, I'm ok. I'm not running and that's a shame but I teach spin and. . .I got on a road bike in February. To mark one year since my diagnosis I signed up for Bike MS here in NM. 45 mile ride this morning, legs were fine.
But DEAR GOD. Changing sports has been hell. I'm so awkward (in general) and learning to do this has been formative.
What else? I have a cool dog, a hot boyfriend who happens to have a dad who has MS (he's on Avonex, I'm on Copaxone) and I'm snarky about it all sometimes. But I laugh at myself, my MS jokes. . .and then I do it anyway. So maybe that's my motto, "Bitch all you want, but get your ass moving."
I'm paleo/Wahls diet, lift pretty regularly and I'm maybe at about 10 hours cardio a week. It depends.
Right. So, when does cycling start to feel natural?!? I mean, the clothes are pretty intense and that was weird, all the bright colors and the chamois that adds like, 5 inches to my bum size. I'd be SO open to tips!
You see. . .I like cycling, it's ok. But I still miss running. Sometimes I wake up thinking I've got the energy for ten miles, wanna head out. . .then remember that my body was replaced by this one, and run it will not.
The bike keeps me moving, and I'm raising lots if $ for MS Research and that's all I want. I promised myself that as long as I'm in remission I'll move this body to make money for the NMSS.
Oh, gosh. Can I cuss on here? Because I'm not sure id that's legal or I've already broken the rules.
Thanks mucho for listening and reading, if anyone does.
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